Dear Leaves

Dear left tonight, but our love never stops.

There are always times when people say "Time flies so fast", some sadly, some happily; some angrily; some calmly; some bitterly, some sweetly; some hopelessly and some hopefully.

It's my turn to make this popular statement. Dear departed from me after we being together for 10 months, but the 1st day on flyer was like the scene of yesterday; the days in Harbin and Shanghai; the sweet days of my IA; the 100th day when I passed dear the couple ring; the 2nd time on flyer; the days when dear toured to China without me and rejoined me again in Shanghai; dear's birthday at sentosa, underwater world and cable car; the times when we ate in dian xiao er, crystal jade, mache, holland village etc.; the times with dear at YOG; the time looking for holiday street decoration at orchard and chinatown; the times dear visitied me in ntu; the times I sent dear home; the happy and sweet times; the times when we shared our lives and upset; the times when we understood and loved each other more etc., all these are just like yesterday's scenes and they are still so clear, so warm, so sweet and loving.

Time really flies fast. Though I am mentally well prepared for tonight's parting, when I look back at all these, I still couldn't help having the strong feeling of unawareness, that I feel I never realized my dear has departed from me only until this very moment. And this feeling is keeping on entering into my mind, even now I am writing it down, in a hope of reminding myself that my dear has just left, which is clearly scheduled a long time ago.

Yes, my dear xiao hui is on the airplane now. I hope she is sleeping contentedly after so many days of energy consuming predeparture activities and heavy packing. The scenes of dear sleeping beside me on airplanes are still so clear, which makes me miss my xiao hui.

Heavenly Father, I pray You cover my dear, Your daughter with Your loving hands, give her a content and sweet sleep tonight, Father.